Thursday, May 11, 2006
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WEEHOOS!
I'VE JUST MOVED(:
PLEASE KINDLY RELINK ME AT www.lastkiss-.blogspot.com
THANKIEW <333
you do know me=) at 3:21 AM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
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FRIDAY!
by right, i was supposed to be a proud member of falcon
but today, by left, i became a member of barracuda, a traitor of falcon.
=xx
alrites this was what happened.
i finally had my 2.4km run today. nono, it wasnt my retest or what haahahs. i just wasnt feeling quite well during the run with everybody else three weeks ago. so, yeah i slacked through their torture. weehoos.
but i got my torture today. and it made me drenched in *SWEAT after the run. yucks. i stinked too >.< shirt ="DD" too ="X">heart =X hees <3333 one ="D">
TUESDAY!! TWENTY FIFTH APRIL!
my day ((=
according to bel, its a day when creatures are born.
according to ruimin, its a day which causes the entire week to suck.
according to i-forgot-who, its an oh-nothing-so-special-bout-it day.
according to these frens whom i claim to be my dearest ones, its a day when they pretended to forget its value.
haahahs, but i still love them.
according to me, its my day. my bigg biggg day xD
thanks for the sweet greetings. thanks for taking your time off to send me those greetings. thanks for the kisses and huggs. thanks for the gifts. i love you people <33333
as for those who din, don bother. ((=
well, happy belated 15th birthday to me x)
shall reply my taggs here ((=
cher-my DEAREST baobei mei xD <33333333
benxy-huhh? wat photo? lols
thm (:-weehoos. thanks for remembering, package =D
siyang-zzz! greedy owner! hehees
JOCASTA-darling! thanks thanks =D muacks MUACKS yupps i shall update our blog sweetie!
jamie {:- hees thanks sweetie mini oreo xD your kisses are *received and will be *treasured!
eliz- haahahs thanks dearie junior! goodluck too!
mfw- thanks JIE x))
valerie- weehoos don say sorry! yeah jasmine has potential to be advertiser to nike company. lols sotong jie and sotong mei forever =DD
cher- i miss u tonnes mei! yupps i've updated (=
YUENYEE-weehoos CUTE NO. 1!! hees x))
ANGEL x))- haahahs my sweet junior, thanks! you jiayou too yahh? =D
wanling hearts all <33333
you do know me=) at 4:41 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
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if only we saw
what our eyes don't see
if only we hear
what our ears don't hear
if only we could walk
the steps unstepped
just maybe
we'd wake up one day
to find ourselves
someplace unsaid
somewhere unrevealed
just maybe
all the heartbreaks we have today
will never have existed
just maybe
we'd find every sugar sweet moment
seem like an eternity
you do know me=) at 11:42 PM
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firstly, happy belated 15th birthday to my baobei valerie jie x)) happy belated 17th birthday to siyang owner ((=
happy birthday to my uncle =DD happy belated 15th birthday to phoebe cave dearie xD
i will love you people even more <33
alrites. i felt so useless today. slept away two-third of my day. heheehs. i shall be an owl tonight!
i was so pissed today. very very. mummy brought me to take ic photo just now. and there was this photographer, quite patient. she told me to clip up my fringe, cos at the end got abit touch my eyebrow. i pushed back some, and it fell back. then, she told me to use water. i dint want to, cos i felt it'll make my fringe look stupid. taken aback by my 'mafan-ness', she patiently suggested me to cut the ending of my fringe. like wth? i was half-pissed by then. she gave me a pair of sissors -.- i took it, and cautiously trimmed abit. upon the sight, she laughed and said its still covering my eyebrows. alrites. this time, im really pissed. pissed to the highest point. i practically walked out. aww but my mummy was there. then i just had to sit there, wait for her to take a shot. well, guess wats now? she said my hair isnt of the same length. for crying out loud, of course larh! i shot back and said, of course larh my hair is layered and not rebonded or straightened leh. and finally she could not stand me. she lost her patient. she went outside and got another lady to take for me. this lady asked me why i aint smiling to the camera. i was like thinking, how to smile when she made me so irritated? i forced a smile upon my face. the photo sucks in the end. but i shall make do with it. after collecting the photos, i practically walked off without thanking them or wat. i put up a bushuang face, cos i really AM bu shuang. lols lalalaas. don expect to see me turning up in dat shop again! stupid arse.
you do know me=) at 6:46 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
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a huge HUGG for JOCASTA guardian twinmei, CUNKUANG didi, and ROCHELLE girlfriend x)
THANKS people. im alrites ler. hearts all =DD
weehoos. anw yesterday's chinese lesson was a total joke xD
we had another another typical chinese test, which i doubt im gonna pass. just another bound-to-fail one. heeheh. when sun laoshi was saying 15more mins, she happened to walk down my row. and i happened to be using the *middle-finger-pointing-pen which i bought with cheekwan mal and mavis. and she so happened to saw it. guess what? the next thing she did was to stop before me, look at the pen, took it from my hand, looked at it again, laughed, and..POINTED AT ME! i was like, wth? am i supposed to laugh along with her or wat? lols. din she noe dat its only 15more mins to the end of the test?? and she's disturbing me and my precious FIFTEEN MINUTES! -.-
anw dat was the afternoon periods of chinese. as for the morning two periods, just another laughing session. all thanks to chuangguang jingwen and khee ern. alrites everything goes like this. as usual, as always, chuangguang was sleeping, lying on the table. i felt bored again. *notice the word 'again'. im always bored during chinese. so i decided to scare him and find myself some entertainment. xD i got jingwen to bang his table hard.
1,2,3. BANG! yeah her palms went down hard on the edge of the table. the next thing i saw, was his head *bouncing up* and eyes opening instantly, those blurry type, and when he realised it wasnt sun laoshi, he fell back to his cosy table, slowly closing his eyes. hahhah
however, it wasnt of much entertainment larh. =X so i got kheeern to bang the table this time round. teehees!
3,2,1. BANG! it was one harder than the previous. and it was right infront of his face! weehoos x)
its like a video repeating itself. his head *bounced up*, but it was higher than before. and those blurry eyes opened wider. so comical!!
then he decided to lean back on his chair. you could see his head dropping, haahah. out of a sudden, he started nodding his head, when sun laoshi was not even questioning us. LOLS!! sun laoshi saw, how lucky of him =X she laughed her head off and said, wo dou mei you wen ni wen ti!! LOLS. yeah. dats one of my more interesting chinese lesson, laughing session, rather than sleeping session. xDD
you do know me=) at 6:04 AM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
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The thunder and lightning during this afternoon was scary. From where my room was, I could have a clear view of the lightning. Not long after, it began to pour. Heavily. It looked as though the sky was crying. Blahh in the estate of punggol twentyone, there is this block, 205A. And in the 16th floor of this block, there is this unit. And in this xx-xxx unit, a foolish gerl was tearing. She is me, not again zzz. I bet you are going, wassup with her again? I had another quarrel with my mummy. Yet again. She is unhappy with my attitude. She says there is only school and friends in my life. What about family? -.- there is tones of things that she’s unhappy with me.
Im so sick and tired from all these unnecessary quarrels.
Im sorry I cant please everyone.
Perhaps she gotta lower her expectations for me.
Im stressed up.
Mid year is coming. Im totally unprepared.
Friends, studies, family. All are suffocating me.
Give me some hope!
Gahh, im not happy.
let me scream into my pillow.
you do know me=) at 7:47 AM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
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cheryl mei; wanling; jasmine lessie x))
tortises =DD
guardian angel sisters xPweehoos. homecoming was over. jamie cheekwan mavis and i were doing mobile henna. lols! we were like walking around to other stalls asking if the people wanna do henna. xDD shinna says she smells of henna. i smell of henna too x)) im more than proud to say this is the first year i've ever enjoyed homecoming =X heehehs.
you do know me=) at 6:26 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
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x))
went out with malvina jamie and mavis to bugis today! weehoos fun =DD
we bought similiar things! heeheh. had pastamania for lunch, jamie kept claiming hers was very delicious. haahah. we took neoprints too! quite a number of hilarious positions, lol. ohyeah, we saw alot of xinmin people there. see how 'HARDWORKING' we are xD
lols.
ytd went home with jamie. heehs just realised we live very very near. =DD
tmr's homecoming day. remember to patronize 303's stall, in the parade square. but im not exactly sure where =X hehees. ehh nono. not just patronize, must support and PURCHASE too! lmao. we are making HENNA CHOCOLATE FONDUE FRUIT JUICE. THANKS arh.
jocasta darling! cheerup((:
mirror mirror on the wall, whose the happiest one of all?
me. i am ((:
you do know me=) at 6:55 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
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you do know me=) at 4:50 AM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
wat a shitty week. but there are always moments worth smiling for, even during the painful times.
this time, its my fault again. arghh why is it always me?
i hate myself for everything.
the time, the trust, the love. they were all once mine.
it seems like im the root of all evils.
blame me for all you want.
hate me for all you want.
im just nothing.
oh. another issue on some other person.
*you were the one who wanted our frenship back.
you said you will try your best.
but when i needed someone to talk to,
and when i chose to turn to you,
to message you,
your replies just discourage me from talking further.
you left me so confused.
i cant figure it out.
it seems like my posts are getting more and more saddening recently.
i don want this either.
but sometimes, you just cant control your feelings.
i just hope things will fall in place soon.
and hopefully, i wont lead a problematic life again.
let in some sunshine into my life.
weave the smile on my face again.
the bruise chuang guang left on the side of my face was still there -.- it happened hmm, was it ytd or two days ago? nevermind. anyway, after morning assembly while the class was waiting outside for the door to be opened, the guys played 'soccer' with a 100-plus bottle. kicking here kicking there. highly dangerous. and all of a sudden in the midst of a conversation with jamie and jingwen, i felt pain in the side of my face. dorts yeah, i kena hit larh. chuang guang accidentally kicked the bottle towards me. pain alrites! and its still hurting today, after two days. =X
choir was fun today. i love my juniors. wendy is a nicee gerl. hahaah. the small bunch of alto sec ones are quite enthu. i like their spirit. continue to jiayou!! =DD
oh. good news. mr ho announced dat chinese opera is now a second cca. WEEHOOS xDD
i guess im happiest during opera and when im with my bunch of great frens. thanks.
you do know me=) at 4:48 AM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
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tonight is the last night i get to use the comp until after exam period
my mum is banning me from using. arghh
its hell getting lectures almost everyday.
she thinks i've become a badd gerl.
and i no longer am my ususal self.
she suspects im in a relationship
and when i told her im not
she suspects im les-ing around
and when i got so fedup by her lack of trust in her own daughter
she claims im petty
then i tried talking over our problems in communication
i tried telling her im not wat she thinks i am
and she starts claiming i no longer know how to show respect by talking back
then i went back to my room, to end all those hurting talks
and she says im showing a badd attitude
its trust i need.
wat more can i do..
wat more can i say..
someone lead me the way
its hell im living in.
anw i just changed my blogskin and song. thanks malvina jie x)
i'll only be back until the end of exam period.
i will miss ruimin
i will miss jocasta
i will miss the tortise family
i will miss everyone. x(
all the way
go go go
everyone.
you do know me=) at 6:21 AM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
rain x)
had been playing in the rain for two evenings
tuesday it was with ruimin khoonliang and junyi
wednesday it was with denise mingting lisa sheila minghui and some other choir members whom i've left out
wet wet wet
fun fun fun x))
today was a joke
made myself so dumb =X
after lunch jamie denise and i went to the toilet at the third floor
near staff room derh
placed my wallet beside e sink before going inside the cubicle
when i came out, i TOOK the wallet back
and the three of us went back to class
then i put it back in my bag
[after 20 minutes, english lesson]
i donno wat struck my mind and made me think i left my wallet in the toilet
wanling: shit. i left my wallet in the toilet
gwen: huh? really ah, quickly go back take
wanling: yahh >.<>
gwen: yahh tell her you wanna go toilet
wanling: okies i shall fake im having a stomachache
gwen: haha okies
told miss a**y i needa go toilet and stuff
rushed to the toilet
but there wasnt any sight of my wallet
saw a gerl inside
asked her if she saw a wallet beside the sink when she came in
'no' was her answer =((
she asked why and i explained everything to her
she told me she just lost her wallet too
[don you agree its a small world? ((=]
but hers was stolen in class
and she just went to find mr singh to make a report
she told me to go staff room to find him before its too late
hees how nicee
i went out, just nice to see mr singh outside
i told him i lost my wallet bout 20 minutes ago and gave him some descriptions of it
he said i'll have to wait for some good-willed people to find it and return it to me, if im lucky
aww >.<
the money i got from the sale of my phone was inside
the money i got from the sale of home coming tickets was inside
my own money was inside
my ex-link card was inside
my neoprints were inside
and the wallet was from my owner
wat an unlucky day.
however, at that moment, my wallet was still lying in my bag in the class
and im totally clueless to the fact.
-.-
i went back class
told gwen i cant find it x((
but all of a sudden, i had a urge to check my bag
hoping to find my wallet
and tadaaa..
it was inside
omgosh
it was inside!!
-.-"
i felt so dumb.
so embarrassed.
so cheated.
by my wallet. arghh
but i felt relieved too.
((:
*PHEW. wat a day.
oh well. at least i got to miss part of english lesson =X
you do know me=) at 3:02 AM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
i don mind you causing all those pain
i don mind you causing all those tears
for everything ended the moment you told me bout her
but why,
why must you call her *dat
you jolly well know its OUR trademark
at least, it WAS.
and it shall always be.
cant you let it be the last trace of our shared moments?
are you gonna call every gerl of yours *dat?
comeon.
i don mind you causing all those tears
for everything ended the moment you told me bout her
but why,
why must you call her *dat
you jolly well know its OUR trademark
at least, it WAS.
and it shall always be.
cant you let it be the last trace of our shared moments?
are you gonna call every gerl of yours *dat?
comeon.
at least, be original.
you are selfish x'(
you do know me=) at 4:05 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
my caveLOVES xP and my dear conductor and UNCLE
omgosh. love her to bits. MY FAVOURITE SENIOR xDD
finally kaleidoscope over. end off with a nicee one x)
photos taken on kaleidoscope 3rd night. shall post more when i get my frens to send me heehs.
you do know me=) at 10:47 PM
get well soon VALjie!! x( takecare okies? hope to see you in school soon =DD
God bless you
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