=)

2006-05-11T03:21:00.001-07:00

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WEEHOOS!
I'VE JUST MOVED(:
PLEASE KINDLY RELINK ME AT www.lastkiss-.blogspot.com
THANKIEW <333

2006-04-29T04:41:00.000-07:00

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FRIDAY!
by right, i was supposed to be a proud member of falcon
but today, by left, i became a member of barracuda, a traitor of falcon.
=xx
alrites this was what happened.
i finally had my 2.4km run today. nono, it wasnt my retest or what haahahs. i just wasnt feeling quite well during the run with everybody else three weeks ago. so, yeah i slacked through their torture. weehoos.
but i got my torture today. and it made me drenched in *SWEAT after the run. yucks. i stinked too >.< shirt ="DD" too ="X">heart =X hees <3333 one ="D">

TUESDAY!! TWENTY FIFTH APRIL!
my day ((=
according to bel, its a day when creatures are born.
according to ruimin, its a day which causes the entire week to suck.
according to i-forgot-who, its an oh-nothing-so-special-bout-it day.
according to these frens whom i claim to be my dearest ones, its a day when they pretended to forget its value.
haahahs, but i still love them.
according to me, its my day. my bigg biggg day xD
thanks for the sweet greetings. thanks for taking your time off to send me those greetings. thanks for the kisses and huggs. thanks for the gifts. i love you people <33333
as for those who din, don bother. ((=

well, happy belated 15th birthday to me x)

shall reply my taggs here ((=

cher-my DEAREST baobei mei xD <33333333
benxy-huhh? wat photo? lols
thm (:-weehoos. thanks for remembering, package =D
siyang-zzz! greedy owner! hehees
JOCASTA-darling! thanks thanks =D muacks MUACKS yupps i shall update our blog sweetie!
jamie {:- hees thanks sweetie mini oreo xD your kisses are *received and will be *treasured!
eliz- haahahs thanks dearie junior! goodluck too!
mfw- thanks JIE x))
valerie- weehoos don say sorry! yeah jasmine has potential to be advertiser to nike company. lols sotong jie and sotong mei forever =DD
cher- i miss u tonnes mei! yupps i've updated (=
YUENYEE-weehoos CUTE NO. 1!! hees x))
ANGEL x))- haahahs my sweet junior, thanks! you jiayou too yahh? =D

wanling hearts all <33333

2006-04-22T23:42:00.001-07:00

if only we saw

what our eyes don't see

if only we hear

what our ears don't hear

if only we could walk

the steps unstepped

just maybe

we'd wake up one day

to find ourselves

someplace unsaid

somewhere unrevealed

just maybe

all the heartbreaks we have today

will never have existed

just maybe

we'd find every sugar sweet moment

seem like an eternity

2006-04-22T06:46:00.000-07:00

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firstly, happy belated 15th birthday to my baobei valerie jie x)) happy belated 17th birthday to siyang owner ((=
happy birthday to my uncle =DD happy belated 15th birthday to phoebe cave dearie xD
i will love you people even more <33
alrites. i felt so useless today. slept away two-third of my day. heheehs. i shall be an owl tonight!

i was so pissed today. very very. mummy brought me to take ic photo just now. and there was this photographer, quite patient. she told me to clip up my fringe, cos at the end got abit touch my eyebrow. i pushed back some, and it fell back. then, she told me to use water. i dint want to, cos i felt it'll make my fringe look stupid. taken aback by my 'mafan-ness', she patiently suggested me to cut the ending of my fringe. like wth? i was half-pissed by then. she gave me a pair of sissors -.- i took it, and cautiously trimmed abit. upon the sight, she laughed and said its still covering my eyebrows. alrites. this time, im really pissed. pissed to the highest point. i practically walked out. aww but my mummy was there. then i just had to sit there, wait for her to take a shot. well, guess wats now? she said my hair isnt of the same length. for crying out loud, of course larh! i shot back and said, of course larh my hair is layered and not rebonded or straightened leh. and finally she could not stand me. she lost her patient. she went outside and got another lady to take for me. this lady asked me why i aint smiling to the camera. i was like thinking, how to smile when she made me so irritated? i forced a smile upon my face. the photo sucks in the end. but i shall make do with it. after collecting the photos, i practically walked off without thanking them or wat. i put up a bushuang face, cos i really AM bu shuang. lols lalalaas. don expect to see me turning up in dat shop again! stupid arse.

2006-04-18T06:04:00.000-07:00

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a huge HUGG for JOCASTA guardian twinmei, CUNKUANG didi, and ROCHELLE girlfriend x)
THANKS people. im alrites ler. hearts all =DD

weehoos. anw yesterday's chinese lesson was a total joke xD
we had another another typical chinese test, which i doubt im gonna pass. just another bound-to-fail one. heeheh. when sun laoshi was saying 15more mins, she happened to walk down my row. and i happened to be using the *middle-finger-pointing-pen which i bought with cheekwan mal and mavis. and she so happened to saw it. guess what? the next thing she did was to stop before me, look at the pen, took it from my hand, looked at it again, laughed, and..POINTED AT ME! i was like, wth? am i supposed to laugh along with her or wat? lols. din she noe dat its only 15more mins to the end of the test?? and she's disturbing me and my precious FIFTEEN MINUTES! -.-

anw dat was the afternoon periods of chinese. as for the morning two periods, just another laughing session. all thanks to chuangguang jingwen and khee ern. alrites everything goes like this. as usual, as always, chuangguang was sleeping, lying on the table. i felt bored again. *notice the word 'again'. im always bored during chinese. so i decided to scare him and find myself some entertainment. xD i got jingwen to bang his table hard.
1,2,3. BANG! yeah her palms went down hard on the edge of the table. the next thing i saw, was his head *bouncing up* and eyes opening instantly, those blurry type, and when he realised it wasnt sun laoshi, he fell back to his cosy table, slowly closing his eyes. hahhah
however, it wasnt of much entertainment larh. =X so i got kheeern to bang the table this time round. teehees!
3,2,1. BANG! it was one harder than the previous. and it was right infront of his face! weehoos x)
its like a video repeating itself. his head *bounced up*, but it was higher than before. and those blurry eyes opened wider. so comical!!
then he decided to lean back on his chair. you could see his head dropping, haahah. out of a sudden, he started nodding his head, when sun laoshi was not even questioning us. LOLS!! sun laoshi saw, how lucky of him =X she laughed her head off and said, wo dou mei you wen ni wen ti!! LOLS. yeah. dats one of my more interesting chinese lesson, laughing session, rather than sleeping session. xDD

2006-04-16T07:47:00.000-07:00

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The thunder and lightning during this afternoon was scary. From where my room was, I could have a clear view of the lightning. Not long after, it began to pour. Heavily. It looked as though the sky was crying. Blahh in the estate of punggol twentyone, there is this block, 205A. And in the 16th floor of this block, there is this unit. And in this xx-xxx unit, a foolish gerl was tearing. She is me, not again zzz. I bet you are going, wassup with her again? I had another quarrel with my mummy. Yet again. She is unhappy with my attitude. She says there is only school and friends in my life. What about family? -.- there is tones of things that she’s unhappy with me.
Im so sick and tired from all these unnecessary quarrels.
Im sorry I cant please everyone.
Perhaps she gotta lower her expectations for me.
Im stressed up.
Mid year is coming. Im totally unprepared.
Friends, studies, family. All are suffocating me.
Give me some hope!
Gahh, im not happy.
let me scream into my pillow.

2006-04-15T06:26:00.000-07:00

cheryl mei; wanling; jasmine lessie x))

tortises =DD

guardian angel sisters xP

weehoos. homecoming was over. jamie cheekwan mavis and i were doing mobile henna. lols! we were like walking around to other stalls asking if the people wanna do henna. xDD shinna says she smells of henna. i smell of henna too x)) im more than proud to say this is the first year i've ever enjoyed homecoming =X heehehs.

2006-04-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

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x))
went out with malvina jamie and mavis to bugis today! weehoos fun =DD
we bought similiar things! heeheh. had pastamania for lunch, jamie kept claiming hers was very delicious. haahah. we took neoprints too! quite a number of hilarious positions, lol. ohyeah, we saw alot of xinmin people there. see how 'HARDWORKING' we are xD
lols.
ytd went home with jamie. heehs just realised we live very very near. =DD
tmr's homecoming day. remember to patronize 303's stall, in the parade square. but im not exactly sure where =X hehees. ehh nono. not just patronize, must support and PURCHASE too! lmao. we are making HENNA CHOCOLATE FONDUE FRUIT JUICE. THANKS arh.

jocasta darling! cheerup((:

mirror mirror on the wall, whose the happiest one of all?
me. i am ((:

2006-04-13T04:50:00.000-07:00

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2006-04-12T04:48:00.000-07:00

wat a shitty week. but there are always moments worth smiling for, even during the painful times.

this time, its my fault again. arghh why is it always me?
i hate myself for everything.
the time, the trust, the love. they were all once mine.
it seems like im the root of all evils.
blame me for all you want.
hate me for all you want.
im just nothing.

oh. another issue on some other person.
*you were the one who wanted our frenship back.
you said you will try your best.
but when i needed someone to talk to,
and when i chose to turn to you,
to message you,
your replies just discourage me from talking further.
you left me so confused.

i cant figure it out.
it seems like my posts are getting more and more saddening recently.
i don want this either.
but sometimes, you just cant control your feelings.
i just hope things will fall in place soon.
and hopefully, i wont lead a problematic life again.
let in some sunshine into my life.
weave the smile on my face again.

the bruise chuang guang left on the side of my face was still there -.- it happened hmm, was it ytd or two days ago? nevermind. anyway, after morning assembly while the class was waiting outside for the door to be opened, the guys played 'soccer' with a 100-plus bottle. kicking here kicking there. highly dangerous. and all of a sudden in the midst of a conversation with jamie and jingwen, i felt pain in the side of my face. dorts yeah, i kena hit larh. chuang guang accidentally kicked the bottle towards me. pain alrites! and its still hurting today, after two days. =X

choir was fun today. i love my juniors. wendy is a nicee gerl. hahaah. the small bunch of alto sec ones are quite enthu. i like their spirit. continue to jiayou!! =DD

oh. good news. mr ho announced dat chinese opera is now a second cca. WEEHOOS xDD
i guess im happiest during opera and when im with my bunch of great frens. thanks.

2006-04-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

tonight is the last night i get to use the comp until after exam period

my mum is banning me from using. arghh

its hell getting lectures almost everyday.

she thinks i've become a badd gerl.

and i no longer am my ususal self.

she suspects im in a relationship

and when i told her im not

she suspects im les-ing around

and when i got so fedup by her lack of trust in her own daughter

she claims im petty

then i tried talking over our problems in communication

i tried telling her im not wat she thinks i am

and she starts claiming i no longer know how to show respect by talking back

then i went back to my room, to end all those hurting talks

and she says im showing a badd attitude

its trust i need.

wat more can i do..

wat more can i say..

someone lead me the way

its hell im living in.

anw i just changed my blogskin and song. thanks malvina jie x)

i'll only be back until the end of exam period.

i will miss ruimin

i will miss jocasta

i will miss the tortise family

i will miss everyone. x(

all the way

go go go

everyone.

2006-04-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

rain x)

had been playing in the rain for two evenings

tuesday it was with ruimin khoonliang and junyi

wednesday it was with denise mingting lisa sheila minghui and some other choir members whom i've left out

wet wet wet

fun fun fun x))

today was a joke

made myself so dumb =X

after lunch jamie denise and i went to the toilet at the third floor

near staff room derh

placed my wallet beside e sink before going inside the cubicle

when i came out, i TOOK the wallet back

and the three of us went back to class

then i put it back in my bag

[after 20 minutes, english lesson]

i donno wat struck my mind and made me think i left my wallet in the toilet

wanling: shit. i left my wallet in the toilet

gwen: huh? really ah, quickly go back take

wanling: yahh >.<>

gwen: yahh tell her you wanna go toilet

wanling: okies i shall fake im having a stomachache

gwen: haha okies

told miss a**y i needa go toilet and stuff

rushed to the toilet

but there wasnt any sight of my wallet

saw a gerl inside

asked her if she saw a wallet beside the sink when she came in

'no' was her answer =((

she asked why and i explained everything to her

she told me she just lost her wallet too

[don you agree its a small world? ((=]

but hers was stolen in class

and she just went to find mr singh to make a report

she told me to go staff room to find him before its too late

hees how nicee

i went out, just nice to see mr singh outside

i told him i lost my wallet bout 20 minutes ago and gave him some descriptions of it

he said i'll have to wait for some good-willed people to find it and return it to me, if im lucky

aww >.<

the money i got from the sale of my phone was inside

the money i got from the sale of home coming tickets was inside

my own money was inside

my ex-link card was inside

my neoprints were inside

and the wallet was from my owner

wat an unlucky day.

however, at that moment, my wallet was still lying in my bag in the class

and im totally clueless to the fact.

-.-

i went back class

told gwen i cant find it x((

but all of a sudden, i had a urge to check my bag

hoping to find my wallet

and tadaaa..

it was inside

omgosh

it was inside!!

-.-"

i felt so dumb.

so embarrassed.

so cheated.

by my wallet. arghh

but i felt relieved too.

((:

*PHEW. wat a day.

oh well. at least i got to miss part of english lesson =X

2006-04-02T04:05:00.000-07:00

i don mind you causing all those pain
i don mind you causing all those tears
for everything ended the moment you told me bout her
but why,
why must you call her *dat
you jolly well know its OUR trademark
at least, it WAS.
and it shall always be.
cant you let it be the last trace of our shared moments?
are you gonna call every gerl of yours *dat?
comeon.

at least, be original.

you are selfish x'(

2006-04-01T22:47:00.000-08:00

my caveLOVES xP and my dear conductor and UNCLE

omgosh. love her to bits. MY FAVOURITE SENIOR xDD

finally kaleidoscope over. end off with a nicee one x)
photos taken on kaleidoscope 3rd night. shall post more when i get my frens to send me heehs.

2006-04-01T07:25:00.000-08:00

get well soon VALjie!! x(
takecare okies? hope to see you in school soon =DD
God bless you
<3>

2006-04-01T05:56:00.000-08:00

you are my love x)

cry all you want

and be strong after crying your heart out

cos i'll be here for you

mummy's coming back from malaysia tomorrow. heeh i miss her!

ytd was FUN xD

alrights shall tell you my day.

after school [12.30] met up with ruimin before going to her house to take her clothes. walked a long way cos e shortcut to her house is blocked. boohoos! reached her house drank two packets of drinks then proceeded to my house. took 136 and reached my house at around 1.45. she bathed first while i switched on e aircon and comp. heeh after 10-15min when she's done, i went to bath. after my turn, we jumped into my sister's bed and slept. hahs i know right now you must be thinking we are lesbians, but we aint (:

we are just too tired cos oif yesterday's performance and hence intended to chiong home to sleep after school today. and coindcidently, my mummy isnt in singapore and i have to be home alone in e afternoon. dats why she accompanied me. THANKS x)

for once, sleeping was a luxury.

but somehow, my phone kept vibrating. i was so pissed larhs. argh hahs

in e end i woke up at 3.45. one and a half hour of nap. hees but if you were to notice e gerl beside me, her initial sleeping position was blah-blah. and 2 hours later her sleeping position is still blah-blah. LOLS so comical. she's sleeping so sweetly larhs.

i thought of taking some photos and post it, but my phone LCD spoilt. hmph!

anw i used e comp while waiting for her to wake up. somehow, it seemed impossible she'll wake up on her own cos she's so deadly asleep. i waited for 45 min. and she's still in blah-blah position. yupps and i woke her up. but dats not e main point.

guess wats e first thing she asked when she wokeup?

'wanling you got anything to eat?'

OMGOSH! *faints. i gave her cereal. lols zhu nehs she. we then hurried off to meet dylis and kianpang. making FALCON BANNER xD reached e void deck outside school at 5. we started to lay e newspapers out and discussed bout e colour scheme. but suddenly, and when i say suddenly, its really S-U-D-D-E-N-L-Y. suddenly, there's this strong gust of wind coming from nowhere. it blew off e newspapers in all four directions while dylis and ruimin held onto the banner tightly, in fear dat one release would cause e entire banner to be blown off and ruined. its those kinda wind dat makes you think singapore has typhoon -.-

e other two ran after e newspapers dats flying away, to e drains, to e sheltered pathway, to everywhere everywhere. and being me, e one always screaming when something minor happens, screamed as i chased after e newspapers. LOLS it was only outside school, so xiasuay. how dumb of me xD

when we got e newspapers, we made dylis hug onto them, so dat they wont fly off again. hees and in e end she was like buried in a 'pool' of newspapers. so cute!! haahas

rain pelted after dat. all four of us looked at e cans of spilt paint and stunned. wasted x(

decided to go dylis's house to paint e banner instead. though it was only a drizzle, we had quite a hard time carrying e banner to her house. reached at 7 and started work. then had steamboat yummy x) ended work at 11.30 but kianpang couldnt go back to his hostel cos it closes at 12 and its impossible to get back on time. my dad then drove him to e airport after sending ruimin home. along e way, kianpang and my dad had a nice chat, making me feel so out. yahh i zipped throoughout e journey. LOLS then had a mini lecture from my dad for having poor time management and causing other people to be stranded out. hahs x))

went home bathed. had a darn hard time getting e paint on my hands and legs off.

and sweet dreams x)

shir wants a divorce with me. arghh

2006-03-31T00:22:00.000-08:00

there's a gerl sleeping on my bed now.
and she's sleeping so sweetly.
hahs yahh ruimin's in my house now.
shall elaborate more later. cos im gonna WAKE HER UP NOW!!!
geehs x)

2006-03-29T06:25:00.000-08:00

PROMISE
-a statement that you will definitely do something or that something will definitely happen.
[from the Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English]

PROMISE
-a statement that you never attempted to live up to, even though you assured others you would
[from the Dictionary of Lum Wan Ling]
((:

i hate promises.
youwillnotbecherished x)

i love happy endings.
i love ruimin.
i love jocasta.

tomorrow is my bigg day. sheesh xP
can tomorrow not come?
after tomorrow, everything would end.
so i shall treasure every second of now and tomorrow.

mrs ng saw me today and she was like asking me if im okie.
mrs ng: are you okie? you look very lost during lessons
me: huh?
mrs ng: are you coping with chemistry well?
me: eermm nopes. i cant understand most of the things
mrs ng: well you can look for me two weeks before your mid-year after you've revised for chemistry. write down all the questions you do not understand and i'll help you.

geehs. isnt she nicee? ((:

2006-03-25T20:39:00.000-08:00

tomorrow i shall be fine. i promise ((:
maybe im thinking too much.
but this time, i know i aint.
anws, heh i called jie at 12.00am =X but she claimed it was 12.01am. LOLS. leaving for opera in one hour's time. those who are interested to support us for our performance next thurday, please contact me x)
venue: new drama centre in national library [bugis]
date/day: 30th march/thursday
time: 8pm
pricing: $11/$21/$31
THE NIGHTINGALE xD
happy birthday to my one and only. malvina baobei jie! have a sweet sixteenth year ahead. ilu*

2006-03-25T04:21:00.000-08:00

HELP. i've lost alot of blood. i mean, my toe's bleeding profusely. i had no idea wat i kicked into. i just happened to discover by chance when i bent down to take my phone dat was charging, to my horror to find two patches of blood on the floor. as in really two PATCHES. i was stunned alrites? then i saw my toe covered with blood. YUCKS! but surprisingly, i din feel any pain =X say im thick-skinned. i don care xD then i cleaned the wound and after awhile it was alrite. then i continued using the comp. but when i checked my toe after awhile, i realised it was still bleeding. gosh x( scary nehs hahs. yupps put on a plaster and din care any further x)

i don ever want this to happen
you know?
i can feel the distance between us.
i used to assure myself dat nothing has changed
and even when you told me how you felt.
i said though now we seldom talk or get together, the bond is still there.
we are still the same as before.
still as close as ever.
so why think so much?
but when i went into deeper thoughts.
i felt maybe you were right
maybe i was too ignorant of this in the past
maybe i hadnt been making an effort to remain dat bond
maybe the problem lies in me
bring me back to the past
where nothing is outta place.
tell me this isnt for real.

2006-03-18T08:55:00.000-08:00

happy 16th birthday CYNTHIA !!
mechanical bird loves you x) [LOLS how lame of me =X]
heehs MUACKS! <33
THE DENMARK LEGEND xD

2006-03-14T04:24:00.000-08:00

hahs
i realised im in CRAZIEST state when with DYLIS and RUIMIN.
i think we belong to the same world.
world of crapp and silly laughers.
heeh i love them x))
today i went for mr arthur lee's lesson. hmm i think he's still okies. sheesh. tricked the 305 people dat im their new classmate cos i changed my subject combination. LOLS they believed me xD then tricked mr lee dat im christabel =X

2006-03-09T02:13:00.000-08:00

just changed my blogskin and song. i love this song x)
named first love.

btw my holiday schedule is out >.<
monday- kaleidoscope rehearsal at vch
tuesday- going maths tuition with ruimin [supposed to be for her class]
wednesday- going maths tuition with ruimin. same
thursday- choir practise [full dressed]
friday- choir practise [full dressed] ; then opera camp
saturday- opera camp

someone save me!
ohyea. my dearie khoonliang didii flew off to shanghai ytd. and my dearie gor kheeern went to malacca this morning. im gonna miss them dearly! xDD
had ss test today. it was still managable, though im not really confident of scoring high. hahs. anw got back my elec geog test. 21/25
it certainly made my day x)
logarithms test tmr. its gonna be screwed up. i can foresee -.-

2006-03-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

im so happy today! have been far too mischievious for the entire day xDD
okies let me start from the morning. yapning olivia me [the altos] while jialin wanting peiyu [the sopranos] and the guys [i forgot who exactly. so sorry! >.<] went onto 'stage' during the morning assembly to sing 'a whole new world' from aladdin. okies it wasnt as scary as i thoght it would be. i was like complaining to my cavegang bout how frightened i was i were to go off pitched xDD but luckily it wasnt as badd. i meant the first time when we sang with the mic, its wasnt clear. dats why we went up to sing a second time without the mic, and surprisingly it sounded beta =DD
my dearie les partner JASMINE looked gorgeous this morning x)
alan looked cute!! hahs.

during recess, dylis came to tell me bout the complaint letter sent by some people. so dorts okies? lmao. but mrtang has already solved and spoke up for us. thank God. he's always so concerned for his students. i think all of us have given our hearts to opera x)
though our performance were rather lousy on monday, we are bound to work hard for the saturday practise. PROMISE xD

okies hmm. after recess during maths period, miss kuck [xP] showed the class a touching video. its about the relationship between parents and children. i shant elaborate more on this, but i gotta admit i was rather teary throughout the entire video clip. i felt so guilty for being badd to my parents. ahh. im gonna wake up. im gonna cherish and appreciate them. IM GONNA MEND MY WAYS. GONNA TREAT THEM BETA! then after maths lesson jus before she went off, i went up to her and asked if she can send me dat video. hees she was like so yuan yi! nicee teacher =DD

hees. before choir practice, the gerls were trying out all sorts of eye shadows for the dances. YUPPS. this was when i got super playful. i assured phoebe dat i will do a good job if i help her put eyeshadows. she was rather reluctant, but she chose to trust me =X and guess wat? i applied THICK BLACK EYE SHADOWS all around her eyes! then she looked at a panda in e end xDDD okies lah. you can say she looked like a PANDA or a gerl who din sleep for 3 days. LOLS im so proud of my artistic talent LMAO!!!! i hereby aspire to be a person who make up for other s in future.

ohshit. my sista bath finish ler. i gotta scam. shall continue TMR!! xDD

2006-03-07T04:53:00.000-08:00

sheesh.
met this really cute and shuai guy in bowen today during the kaleidoscope promotion!! x))
i was like totally mesmerized by him >.<
he sketched a near-to-perfect first impression in my memory
practically went crazy over him xD
denise too!
ohgosh im over the moon xP
hey i seldom get crazy over guys
only like once in a blue moon?
and im not being despo alrites
so everyone out there! be convinced.
he's great.
oh *faints.
x)))))))

2006-03-04T06:48:00.000-08:00

omgosh i jus realised its only less than 3 more weeks to kaleidoscope. im freaking excited about it x) and im excited about e chinese opera performance at new drama centre on 30th march as well. yayes. sheesh!

alrites. today we had our full dress rehearsal ><>

blahh my mummy nagging again. sweet dreams to all`

2006-03-02T04:44:00.000-08:00

hehs. im back to blogging again. haven been using e comp for like one week plus? yahh my comp was sent for upgrading x)) dat guy jus sent it to my house. so now, here i am! xD
yupps. today aint a good day. actually since i came to sec three, everyday hasnt been a good day. in short, 2006 aint a good start. =' i wanna get back to lower sec days!!
there's a freaking hell lotta things i cant seem to get a hold of.
i cant understand amaths.
i cant understand chemistry.
i cant understand physics.
i cant understand history.
i cant understand wat im thinking nowadays.
i need tuition.
i need help in studies.
i need someone.
RAAHHHHHHH! rahhhh? if this continues, i suppose im breaking down soon -.- so stressed up!!

my sista is very stressed up too. in her jc2 now.
me: jiejie! can u teach me amaths? i really need help. chemistry too
sista: please lah. i got a test up tomorrow.
me: but i've been struggling with it for a month or so ler. cant take it!!
sista: hey think bout it. wats e point of working so hard when u donno wats gonna happen tomorrow? u'll probably get knocked down by some stupid vehicles and die? u never noe. so why take things so seriously.
me: wth??

yahh. though she's quite saddistic, it does make sense if u come to think bout it. yawns!

gort back my chinese test today. its 19.5/50!! I FAILED! *clapps* don i deserve a clap?? x) its nort surprising anws. i hate chinese all along. xD i hadnt found anyone in my class getting a lower mark than me. hmm so, CHEERIOS! -.-

today after lessons and all e crap, had opera meeting. everyone!! look forward to tomorrow's morning assembly!! xDD then benjamin, ck ruimin and i went to e band room, with e intention of rehearsing for tomorrow. but then!
hehs. we ended up telling ghosts stories.i noe how u're gonna react. but before reacting 'wth? ghosts stories in day time?? how silly!' don. cos its nort at all dumb xD well, at least it kept us occupied. and its entertaining and interesting =X LOLS. and in e end, we din even rehearse, until mrtang came in. rehearsed once then he gotta go off ler. woohoos.

anws im at a lost of wat to say. i got alot to say, but when i wanna put them in words, its kinda hard. u noe e feeling when u have alot of things bothering u and u wanna share them but u donno how to say them? yahh. hahs.

i hate school. i dread school. sheesh x(

oh yupps. get well soon my mrSHIR! my mavisCREAM! and same to my australianTORtiSE! xP

2006-02-19T01:43:00.000-08:00

had a dream last night. was so devastated over the content! x((

but i know i've gort beta things to do, like studying for

history test on tuesday

physics test on wed/ thurs??

emaths test on friday

chinese test on i-forgot-when-exactly

and i know i wont let myself feel hurt again ((:

cos im happy with the way i am now

and i don think i deserve all those sh*t from you.

p.s treat her good, though i hate to see this ((:

2006-02-18T01:10:00.000-08:00

twisted one lightstick last night. blue derhs. yupps im missing my shir laogong! after dat i wore it around my wrist and quietly crept into my sista's room. btw dat was about 2.50am and she was on e phone with i-donno-who x) .

i wasnt noticed! hmm i switched off her room's light and pathetically put dat lightstick infront of her face from behind. and tadaaaa!!! she screamed her ass off -.- and when i said she screamed, it aint any normal screams. its those screams dat actually wake ur parents up whose two rooms away with their doors closed, sleeping soundly. yupps my parents woke up, feeling kinda pissed [obviously]. LOLS! my sista and i both kena scoldings. she was scolded for screaming so dam loud, and for chatting on e phone at such a late hour. well im scolded for..for doing such a foolish and childish thing instead of sleeping. x))) but i still think it wasnt my fault okies! i was only trying to show her how nicee e lightsticks are.

just dat simple =)

went back school awhile cos i left something under my desk. wanted to get it back but e classes all locked. ahhh >.<

2006-02-17T04:56:00.000-08:00

okies. i have so much soo much to post today. haven been online for afew days. happy and sadd? hahs. shall start off with valentine's day.

VALENTINES!
went to school with chocs for my 26 loves. plus 4 heart-shaped balloons dat i have pledded my sista for. reached school quite early to help out with the valentines day choir special [all e roses and stuff] blue roses rawks x))
yupps i wanna thank those who gave me pressie.

before dat, its also my parents 19th wedding anniversary on valentine's day. pretty sweet right? x)) we had steamboat and i ate for about 2 hours. hahs!! i love mummy and papa =DD STAY SWEET ALWAYS the two of u xD

to MUMMY<33 : i noe u wont be reading this, but im really sorry for always being so nottie. x)) ur e one iLOVE MOST. i will be more guai =DD THANKS for all ur done for jiejie and me. hope u like e rose! HAPPY 19TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!

to PAPA<33 : stop bullying me x)) but life will be so weird if u no longer bully me. ur always calling me NOTTIE GERL. LOLS i will be more nottie don worry =) [im contradicting myself from wat i told mummy] hehs anws. HAPPY 19TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!! can i have a water-heater? pleasee!! iLOVE u e MOST too. both u and mummy x)

to RUIMIN: THANKS for ur home-baked cookies and ROSE xP its very sweet of u. u beta keep dat balloon in good state okies? if ur brother said its for him, hmmms. then let him have it. LOLS jus kidding! u beta don x)) woaini <3

to SHIR LAOGONg: LAOGONG!! i gort my first pressie from u. heehs i was really touched dat u actually remembered. LIGHTSTICKS. u remembered u remembered!!!! x)) thanks alort.

to DENISE DOGG: ahhh my CAVEdogg. ur a SWEETcavedogg that cant stop laughing for ten minutes x)) but this wat make u SPECIAL. cavewoman <3 color="#ffcc66">
to BEL: nice way of rejection =X admire ahha. THANKS too for ur chocs. ur a CUTE and SWEET bell. hahs U ROCKS. iLOVEu x)

to GER: WHEEs. sorry dat i took ur pressie from ***** out =X hahs. but THANKS for ur KISSES!! i meant those chocs derh. lols dat heart-shape pressie from ***** was sweet. im gonna say iLOVEu too. xP

to JINGWEN: where's ur tasmanian DEVIL!! =/ LMAO. THANKS for all ur chocs!! thanks for always teaching me maths hahs. JK!! my great sitting partner. muacks x)

to LIMIN: HEYYAS. THANKS for ur keychain!! i was like fascinated by it?? e light. hahs then i felt so toot >< too ="DD

to MAVIS CREAM!!: QUEEN OF BULLSHIT! =X hahs juskidding. my INNOCENT and NICEE and PURE CREAM. ur hand-made card and bookmark is so sweet can? so touched. btw im INNoCENT and NICE but BLACk. lols MUACKS!!

to JOCASTAA TWIN MEI!: HELLOS! THANKS for ur ROSE! iLOVEu lorttts. hope u like e balloon. and i lost to u. owe a one BUBBLEtea as promised x))))

to ADELINE: whEES!! as u promised, i received ur KISS! xP THANKSS` another kiss for u here. MUACCKKKSS~ heeh (:

to CHERLY MEI: ahh i have to tip toe to kiss u x)) but i enjoyed tipping toe to give u dat kiss! THANKS for ur KISS too! catch another kiss from ur NORT-SO-TALL-JIE. MUACKSSS! =DD

to JASMINE LES DARLING!: LESSS! we forgot our les-date after school x) hahs THANKS for ur KISS too. and happyBELATEDbirthday xD muacks.

to ANDRINA: ALTO SENIOR! thanks for ur CANDIES. i din give u ><>

to GEK HAN: heyyas. thANKS for ur choc though don really know u =DD takkaire!!

to GORILLA mrtang: x)) u may nort read this but really THANKS for datt rose!! nort forgetting dat song dedication for xms OPERAtroup. so SWEET. and touching hahs. ur e best teacher ever, its true xP once our gorilla, always OUR GORILLA! hope u like e eight roses and eight cookies from the eight of us. U ROCKS! xP

to BENLIEW uncle: omgosh dat test tube thing is very sweet okies? yupps FRENS foreva =) and THANKS for dat rose! and all the stuff u've done for CAVEGANG. best SENIOR =DD

to SIYANGowner : hahs din expect dat rose from u! cos u actually asked me to help u give roses to some people. LOLS. my best owner =DD get down to punggol with ur bike now and shout MAID ROCKS. heh

to LOUIS: HEYYAS. THANKS for ur pressie! its nicee =)) takkaire!!!!

to CK didi: hEhs. THANKS for dat KISS online. lols!! forever my good didi. sleep early! gotta wakeup at 0630 tmr huh. hahs =P

alrights. i seriously need a maths tutor x( i do amaths until i was so fustrated dat i gave up and went to sleep. im gonna buck up =(

and thanks liyiCOUSIN for helping me with physics today!! i was in compass derh library from 2pm to 8pm. went nowhere except e library, with liyi. guess wat? dat owner of mine was in compass from 1pm to 8pm. he went everywhere except for e library. and it was pure coincidence. LOLS!!

hmm anw shall stop here. lazy ler x) takkaire everyone.

wanling!

2006-02-12T02:13:00.000-08:00

hellos. ytd ben liew uncle treat we four to pastamania. LOLS nicee huh? x))
THANKKiEW UNCLE BEN=/ and ytd choir dat time, we finally managed to piece everything tgt. all e dances. and im very excited bout e musical. prince ali's dance rocks okie? x)) ohyea, thanks MiCHELLE AND GEKHUi for e amount of time ur put in to plan the dance steps and teach us. U GERLS rOCKS!

today my mummy brought me to a chinese physician. i hadnt been feeling quite well for the entire week so yupps. lols. guess wat? dat physician is like dam zhun3 okies! mummy and i din say anything bout wats wrong with me. the physician just measure my pulse, and he knew everything dats wrong with me ler. he said derh things all dam true okies. LOLS anyway dats nort e point. e point is, i gotta drink those chinese herbs. aww. its my first time drinking okies ><>

btw i need more tickets for e 2nd day derh arts festival thing. hees anyone gort extra ticket please sell them to me. THANKS!

2006-02-08T05:20:00.000-08:00

i coldnt upload foto =( blogger gort problem. lols.

to *MEi: heyys gerl. don be sadd over those stuff anymore yea? u still have me!! hees.although i don really noe how to help u, i can listen and give advises. thanks for confiding in ur jie. perhaps someday, things will fall in place. im here to jiayou for u! =DD smile more x)

dedicated a song for xm chinese opera troup today. hahs tomorrow gg choc warehouse to purchase chocs for e choir vday programme.

2006-02-02T06:06:00.002-08:00

HELLOS! firstly, i wanna introduce my OREO FAMILY. our oreo family rawks nehs. theres e mini oreo biscuit, JAMIE LIM! e cream, MAVIS TAN! and e bigg oreo biscuit, ME! lols. its arranged in ascending order. so e oreo looks kinda funny hahs. funny but original x)
3 cheers for my oreo family* hehs
nxt time we have reunion dinner tgt. oreos oreos and oreos. YUMMY xP

secondly, i just gort a new MEI. she's a TALL MEI. lols! imagine me standing next to this tall tall gerl and then call her 'mei!' hahs! she's none other than CHERYL. x))
3 cheers for cheryl mei too* hees

my mummy's scolding me. shall update more next time =))
wanling------

2006-02-02T06:06:00.001-08:00

2006-01-31T06:14:00.000-08:00

AHH. JIU MING AH. cny sucks. still gotta study for test!! history test tmr. SIGHS. teachers! they donno how to appreciate cny -.-
things to be completed:
1) english compre [ship tree shit]
2) chinese compo
3) HISTORY TEST TMR!!
god bless me. and my phone e LCD connectivity gort prob. so hard to call and msg. x(
i hope i'll fall sick tmr morning. don wanna go school lahs
can tomorrow not come? x((

2006-01-28T05:27:00.000-08:00

I MISS RUIMIN. she went off to malaysia this morning and will be back only on monday x(
yupps sorry last night couldnt call u as promised. my parents were quarrelling -.-
AND IM SOOO SADD LA. mummy dragged me to hairdresser today to cut my fringe. she could stand it no longer. she's always complaining bout my fringe being so long when it isnt at all. lols so i guai guai go, listen to her. and guess wat! dat hairdresser cut my fringe until FREAKING SHORT OKIES! ahhh. i was like so pissed and angry and sad dat i walked off without even saying thankkiew or wat while my mummy paid. then on the way home in my dads car, i was like crying? yupps i cried over my fringe. -.- then gort a lecture by mummy. saying wat i dam childish. okies i know i am but its my fringe nehs. if wanna cut also don cut till so short mah. shit dat hairdresser. spoit my new year nehs. ARGH. i swear im NEVER going back to dat salon again.
a bigg thanks to dat hairdresser. thanks alort for spoiling my new year -.-

ytd went back to anderson pri with shinna. we had a nice long fruitful chat throughout during journey there =DD hahs. then meet up with liern. so sadd only 3 ppl turned up in party of ten. x( everyone has their own programmes. lol nvm. i miss party of ten soo much. okies we ate like pigs in e canteen cos we miss e food alort too. bought this bought dat LOLS. then actually we are only supposed to stay in the canteen, but the three of us sneaked into other areas of the school. walked around e entire school, passed the classrooms, and even sat on e chairs. its like the tables n chairs are dam low =/ lols. it really brought back wonderful memories. those innocent days, those 'i don fren u' days. all are cherished and treasured x))
i miss anderson and party of ten and everything everything. oh dam i think i have been missing lottas things recently. i beta cherish wat i have now, in case i miss 'now' in future. =D

after dat went bishan to meet bel ger jingwen n simon. took neos. then went to bugis to meet ruimin and dylis. took neos too. and WE WENT BACK TO CHINESE OPERA INSTITUTE TO VISIT THE TEACHERS. =DDD heh sadly, only barcode linjia n bixia laoshhi in. lols they were like 'zhe4 xie1 hai2 zi3 zhen1 you3 xin1' hehees. syaing we very thoughful. lol but too bad. jianwei n ck couldnt make it cos they going out with renyi. cynthia couldnt make it cos she goiing to watch movie with her bf. ben i donno. khoonliang i donno too. sighs lol. anws happy chinese new year everyone! rmb nort to eat too much heaty food okies? =)
i will learn to cherish and treasure wat i have now. then i wont miss 'now' so nadly in future =P

we do remember. we do.

2006-01-26T04:40:00.000-08:00

remember the days when we rocked down bugis street together, heading for xi qu xue yuan for practice?
remember the days when we had to dress up in our 'nighting gale' costumes and put on thick makeups for photo taking?
remember the days when we walked pass 'tcc', shouting 'LAOBAN LAI LER!!'?
remember the days when we stayed back in school till late late evening just to practise our dancesteps?
remember the days when we gort scolded by barcode for not memorising our script and also dancing badly?
remember the days when we laughed our heads off when barcode joked to ck dat ck is allowed to pull his hair? but only after the practices.
remember the days when we teased mrtang upon mentioning his frens who are already married? all except him.
remember the days when we learnt those funny and cute songs taught by linjia and bixia laoshi? remember the days when we learnt the cool cool drums and instruments led by haining laoshi?
remember the days when we sat down and had debriefs by mrtang regarding how we performed during each particular practice?
remember the days when we sat down in the coffeshop, all nine of us, drinking KU GUA TANG[jiang4 huo3 xi4 xD] and having dinner, a treat by mrtang?
remember the days when we had swenson's treat by mr tang after opera practice in bugis, and when we continued to stay on for a chat until 10pm plus?
remember the days when we discussed about wat airline to go for and how strongly we reacted when we realised we were gonna take thai airline?
remember the days when we joked about the captain, of a particular plane walking out, and singing away?
remember the days when we worked hard for the final year exams, just to prove the teachers wrong, and trying to show them dat the school has made the right choice?
remember the days when we were flooded with many many doubts, with people thinking we aint gonna make it, and some, even hoping dat we would do fail eventually?
remember the days when our princples, miss tee, mr tang and people trusting and stadning up for us, giving us their fullest support and thus keeping us going?
remember the days when we struggled with disputes over ammendments made in our exam time schedules?
remember the days when we got into troubles with teachers, and thus getting pretty upset, leaving some tearing away?
remember the days when we had study groups and how we helped each other with difficulties in studies, just to prepare ourselves for the exams?
remember the days when we stayed back after school in the general office for our exams, to be taken two weeks earlier then the rest of the school?
remember the days when we have to lie to our frens, telling them we are taking art and dnt, but only when we come back?
remember the days when we complained about how we were cheated by teachers regarding the history papers?
remember the days when we held on tightly together, till the very last paper?
remember the days when we struggled, but continued pulling through the hard times?
remember the days when we finally made it? when we finally got over with all the exams?
remember the days when we met in the airport in e evening after our last paper, ready for denmark?
remember the days when we stayed in the rodding school, and how we sat in the balcony outside dylis and cynthia's room, watching the stars twinkle as we chatted?
remember the days when we gossiped about barcode, dat he is always the last-minute-type, and thus causing us to be unable to finish learning the performance?
remember the days when we practised till late at night in the hall in rodding school, and ended up with many panda eyes?
remember the days when we performed in the theatre?
remember the days when we actually helped each other in the backstage with all the costumes, unchanging and switching costumes?
remember how united we were?
remember how we took care of one another?
remember how we managed to learn the entire performance in just 3weeks?
remember how we made the impossibles become the possibles?
remember how we did mr tang, miss tee and the school proud?
remember those days?
remember our great supporter, miss tee?
remember our dearest gorilla, mrtang?
remember our kept-getting-disturbed-by-dylis-one, benjamin?
remember our zimbabwe fren's favourite, cynthia?
remember our best soccer player, dylis?
remember our old man, cunkuang?
remember our boxer-hot-favourite, khoonliang?
remember our xiao gui with three roles, jianwei?
remember our haining laoshi-hot-favourite, ruimin?
remember our no-smile-face, wanling?
remember us?
remember those beautiful moments?
so just remember this.
we will continue remembering those happy and memorable days.
we will continue remembering dat we will continue loving one another.
we will continue remembering dat we will continue to be united.
sometimes beautiful things cant be explained in words. esp when a person's whose english sucks is typing this. i've gort this beautiful memory in my mind, never able to forget it. these people may nort be the best individually. but when they get together and unit and fight the battle hand in hand, as one, you will see the difference they make. i love them. i miss them. truly, madly, deeply. thankkiew guys.

2006-01-21T01:05:00.000-08:00

hahahahaas.
ruimin called me last nite when i was bout to sleep and started asking me a hell lot of time 'wat happened to u??' hahs erm okie she tot somthing happened to me la. i was like 'nothing!! really nothing happened lols!!' i kept on saying i was tired and wanna sleep ler but she continued asking. x) thx for ur concern ruimin! but really. nothing happened hahs. im fine =P yupps my answer is 'nothing' ((:
don worry bout me okies? im perfectly alrights =DD i'll to help u find e compo u want provided i din forget.

lol everyone im freaking bored!! raining so heavily now. woke up at 1.30pm then went back to sleep at 2.30pm. was chatting online with ck didi and jocasta mei. ck said things bout *her. heh. anw jus wanna tell jocasta nort to think so much okie! then my mrshir laogong come ler. tmr gg out with her =DD
im freaking bored right now. lalalaaaaas``

2006-01-20T06:55:00.000-08:00

LOLS. my sista just came home with a bigg pooh bear and flowers. SO SWEET haa. its e second time im blogging tonite =X too bored ler hehs

2006-01-20T05:07:00.000-08:00

lols.
i disappointed myself again
i think i lost a fren.
or rather, a close fren x(
maybe now dat fren don even treat me as a fren bah.
but i don think i will hate u.
hatred is no good (:

just wanna tell dat fren.
i really cherish those days.
but they do fade okies.
its like i have just woken up from a sweet dream
and reality sucks.
anw no point saying more.
hmm yupps
goodbye, fren.

gonna wake up early tmr x)
and cheryl gave me a real BIGG wave today as how she said she would =P LOLS!! hahs cheryl ur TALL. heh`

countdowning. 1hour 30more min to my dear sista's 18th birthday x)
im gonna give her a birthday kiss at 12am. BET SHE'S GONNA FREAKOUT hhas.

2006-01-18T04:54:00.000-08:00

today after choir practice rushed to hgmall to meet my owner. lols` passed each other our super belated xmas pressie -.- dorts huh? hmm and guess wat? we actually bought wallets from the same shop and with the same brand. so qiao lmao. i finally gort a wallet. don have to use a cardholder anymore! so pathetic right hahs.

okie i actually enjoyed choir practise today. i din feel sleepy, like how i used to. its nort dat i don enjoy choir practices. i do. but sometimes im really sleepy from lessons and stuff. yupps.

ohyea this morning something funny happened when all e gerls in e school were told to stand up for attire check. i luffed the entire day over dat matter LOLS xDD i practically repeated the same dumb incident to my classmates and frens. hahs ruimin and phoebe gort so tired of me telling the same thing over and over again. soRRY x)

its hard to trust again

2006-01-17T05:12:00.000-08:00

dear diary.
Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused
Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary,
He wrote some letters on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
BRIDGE
You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear Diary

lols this song like dam old. hahs but quite nice.
dear diary,
i no longer feel the same way
so much so much changed
im wondering how you have been
im lost
but im grateful for having my frens there for me
listening to me
thanks ruimin shir ck for listening to me
really thankkiew

2006-01-16T02:57:00.000-08:00

im gonna study amaths
and hmm
perhaps physics next?
yupps.
happy studying to me -.-

btw ytd went merchant court hotel for buffet with my long lost relatives. ate so much.went bugis after dat with shirleen laogong. she bought two shirts but the salesgerl gave her one wrong shirt. unfortunately we only discovered dat on our way back, so gotta change it some other days. i bought myself a new bag from zinc. it was shirleen who chose x) it rawks okies.my laogong gort great taste lol. and erm actually it was intended for my sista's 18th birthday on this coming saturday, but i liked it. so in the end i kept it for myself LOLS. so badd right? heh it cost $35.90 hahs. so went to buy my sista another bag. hmm a billabong hangbag. quite nice though. $29.90 -.- lols nvm since i din give her anything for the past two years =X okies happy early birthday to jiejie!

takkaire everyone! =DD

2006-01-13T07:01:00.000-08:00

HEHS hello everyone x)
i was really toot and blur this morning. okie this was what happened. erm i slept at 11.45pm or 12am plus last nite. and at about 1am or so this morning, my sista went into my room and borrowed my phone to call cos mine is free incoming derhs. i was like half awake at dat time and i jus nod my head. but somehow i donno if i was dreaming or what, i got outta bed and went to bath cos i tot she came in to wake me up. i tot it was 5am plus [my usual waking up time]. yupps i bathed and brushed my teeth. then i came outta the bathroom to find the clock showing 1.35am. hahs i tot the clock was spoilt so i did not care. was already getting ready to change into my uniform. but when i walked past my sista's room, i heard her talking over the phone. i was like thinking, wth. early in e morning talk to who worhs. so i went into her room to check it out. i went, u siao ah 5am plus in e morning still chatting over e phone. she then replied with, u then siao ah 1.30am plus in e morning go bath. i stoned before going OMGOSh. so it wasnt the clock dat was faulty, it was really around 1.35am at dat time. wth i bathed and brushed my teeth when i could actually sleep. -.- so dam toot okies! wateva. i then went back to sleep lah. then at arnd 5am plus i woke up again. and repeated everything. bathed brushed my teeth and stuff. argh so dumb huh.

hahs so wats my point? okie my point is:
one. DON EVER LEND YOUR SIBLINGS YOUR PHONE.
two. DON EVER HAVE DOUBTS YOUR CLOCK.
heh i know the one whose staring at the screen now would probably go DORTS LA. lols x)

2006-01-07T00:36:00.000-08:00

WHIEEs. hello everyone! ytd was a sadd and happy day.ooh before dat, IM SO DAM HAPPY. had our height and weight taken during pe lesson. and i GREW 3CM TALLER! woots x) in sec one, my height was 155cm. in sec two, my height was 155cm AGAIn. supeer pathetic. but this time, im 158cm xD
hahs 158cm 43kg. dam fat la. geehs sorry ger im taller then you =X

okies. erm there was some miscommunications during choir. sobx- hope the misunderstandings will be solved soon. *sighs

anws the sec one orientation night was pretty cool! =DD i went crazy over lightsticks -.- dat lj louis and ben don wanna give me lightsticks when they have one whole handful of it! i was like trying to snatch from them cos i have NONE. tadaa`the outcome was kinda expected. yupps they refused to give me HMPH. then somehow i wanted so much to have the lightsticks dat i seized the chance when lj wasnt paying attention to me to steal it. when he was turning his head away from me, i snatched all the sticks from his hand and started to run away. hahs its like one moment i had ZERO sticks. but at the very next moment i had a whole bunch of it x)) pink yellow orange green blue OMG SO COOL LA. WHO KNOWS he gave chase immediately. zzz lols yepp i tried to run away from him. imagine a mad gerl running all over the parade square, screaming like nothing in this world matters to her anymore. yepp that's me. hees! and i mean it hahs i really screamed like hell. i ran till..till erm ran down the stairs past the classrooms along the corridor ran and ran and then back to the parade square. hmmm not sure what happened next but shortly after i knew i was sitting on the floor holding onto the sticks tight. and he simply snatched them back effortlessly. wth` lols. but its okies at least i ONCE HAD all those pretty colourful lightsticks. xP
lols can you believe i actually went crazy over lightsticks? hahs. i can =)

2005-12-29T07:20:00.000-08:00

3e3
yupps im going to 3e3 next year. tgt with bel ger limin n jingwen x)
but not with ruimin whose going to 3e5 x(
and MY SHIR LAOGONG whose going to 3e4 x(
its okie we'll still be as close hehs.
and mrs peh is gonna be our form teacher next year lols.
and and
i love all my frens. just wanna thnx some special frens who have been brightening up my days =DD

bel [best fren =D and future classmate!]
benxy [best fren who has WINGS =x]
cynthia [opera rawks ilu xP]
cunkuang [my good didi =D opera rawks]
denise [cavewoman 'gang' LOLs]
dylis [TORTISE! opera rawks ilu too xP]
jasmine leow [great great junior =) ALTOS heh]
jocasta [TWIN sista hehs my good meimei]
joanne [my FAVORITE senior! she rawks xP]
jingwen [ best fren =D and future classmate!]
germaine [best fren =D and future classmate!]
kheeern [my nice gorgor =)]
khoonliang [my good didi =D opera rawks]
limin [best fren =D and future classmate!]
malvina [sweet jiejie x))]
phoebe [cavewoman 'gang' LOLs]
ruimin [best fren =DD i love her most x)]
shirleen [mr shir laogong and best fren xP]
siyang [my owner! =p]
shannon [he just don recgonise me as HIS FREN. HMPh]
shawn [best pigg fren xP]
valerie [another sweet jiejie xD]
xinyi [great great junior =DD]
yap [cavewoman 'gang' LOLs]

yeshh my best pals, cavewoman 'gang', opera troup and everyone.
a BIG BIGG THANKIEW TO YOU GUYS! THANKS FOR BRINGING COLOURS INTO MY LIFE. I LOVE ALL xDD
2005 is ending in two days time. i think throughout my 4 years of secondary school life, my sec 2 year is the best. im gonna miss 2005 =)

2005-12-24T08:03:00.000-08:00

yayes. past 12am ler. its currently 12.03am.
MERRY XMAS EVERYONE.
last xmas i was santa
this xmas i wanna be snowman
hmm if santa goes hohoho.
wat does snowman goes?
lols okies.
silent type derhs hohoho bah.
since snowman is frozen derhs
yupps. listen to me.
******
heard it? =DD
im lame but merry xmas again! stay happy to my dear frens

2005-12-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

dear santa
for this xmas
i dont have have any wishes.
but can you let me join you for visiting tonight?
i wanna help you fulfil each and every single child's wish ((:

merry xmas to everyone!
only if you believe in santa
only if you have been behaving well this year
only then
you will wake up to find santa's sock containing xmas present hanging on your window early next morning.

i don ever want any more empty promises
perhaps only shir and ruimin know what i mean =)
and starting from this moment
i will be happy =DD
and i will cherish my family and frens more than i did

2005-12-22T01:24:00.000-08:00

I don't know how I should start this post. I paused for a long time after typing the first sentence, and before proceeding to the next, next next, next next next and so on. Perhaps I should classify yesterday, 21 december 2005 wednesday, under my most memorable day of the year, apart from those which are already on the list.

This day is one with happiness, embarrassment and sadness. Ask me how did I manage to cramp all these feelings into one memorable day. Seriously I have no idea. Ok. Let me start my day.

As usual I went for work in the morning by bus 136. However I left house abit early today for I promised auntie to reach earlier to help clear the stocks which were leftovers from yesterday. I was on time for the 9.16am bus. *phew* I was aware that bus 43 was infront of 136 and that I am supposed to board 136.But somehow, on the very next moment, I was in 43 without even realising it. I continued looking at my phone after finding a seat. I don't know what in the hell was on my mind at that time, until the bus turned to a highway.
'Huh 136 on highway?' I thought, but did not bother to check out if I boarded the wrong bus. So I continued daydreaming. After a short while, I realised something was very wrong.
'136 can't be passing by tampines!' Yupps the next thing I did was to turn my head to check the bus number on the signboard at the back of the bus. Unfortunately I wasn't wearing my specs haha. All I could do by then is to ask somebody.
'Erm excuse me. May I know what bus is this?' A toot-me found someone.
'43. going tampines,' was a response from an uncle in his mid-thirties.
'ALAMAK. I took the wrong bus!!' arghh.'Erh thanks uncle.'
With that, I immediately rang the bell and alighted, rushing to the stop opposite to get back to punggol. dorts huh? lols. Hmm but I should really thank God that I was only late for three minutes in the end. Though it's still considered late. =X

In student mart. Everything was like usual. Attending to customers, returning the unifoms back to where they should be, answering phonecalls and slacking. But today, I got another phonecall worst than the previous day's. It was this mommy who was extremely furious cause she has not received the reservation she made some weeks ago. I tried to convince her by saying we will contact her asap once the stocks are here. However to no avail. She then enquired about the dates she can purchase the uniforms in school for upper sec. I told her 27,28 dec.
'HUH? liddat how to wash the uniforms! the uniforms stink you know?'
'YEsh auntie. But you can wash them immediately when u get home. Everybody does that.
'How you expect me to wash them within so little time?! ya you tell your boss you all never do you all homework ah. How you can you sell the uniforms so late? you tell your boss ah you all cannot..you tell your boss your..you tell your boss..you tell your boss..' BLAH BLAh..she just went on and on.
'Errh okies okies i'll tell him.'
The very next moment, she hung up on me. Yesterday I was being scolded over the phone as well.
Anyways the above are still not the climax of the day. =/

After work, I went to ruimin's house for she wanted to put her dance shoes and bag before proceeding to compass. We went to triangle to make something personalised. yupps. Then we bought the same bag. I mean same design but different colours x)) yayes I love ruimin. Then we went to find ck so that three of us can meet dylis. He was in the aracde with louis[expected]. ck ruimin and I went cityhall to meet dylis while louis left to some places. When we reached cityhall, ck walked first, followed by ruimin and I. And somehow he 'vanished' in a short while, leaving we two girls toot toot derh continue walking towards the escalator, TRYING TO FIND HIM. haha but to no avail.
'Haiyoh where is ck!' one of us asked.
Just then we began to look around [turn our heads here and there] and..AHAH. There he was sitting on a seat just outside the train we alighted, WITH DYLIS. lols and they laughed at the two toot girls. =DD once again we were being called 'ban4 ge4 xia1 zi3' by dylis.

The four took a train to this particular stop which I have forgotten. When we were in the train, we made a fool of ourselves. Maybe I should be specific. *I made a fool of myself. ck was not exactly standing with the three girls. He was leaning onto a glass panel. Hmm we three chatted alot. But all of the sudden, I lost control but its was kind of expected for I was not holding onto anything or anyone for support. I accidentally stepped on a guy's foot. His girlfriend was resting on one side of his shoulder. I was sure they must have felt interupted when someone suddenly stepped on one party's foot. I was feeling extremely embarrassed and sorry so I just went sorry sorry sorry. yupps dylis and ruimin laughed at my carelessness. Im not sure about ck but I think he saw it too. lols. We continued our conversation, this time, with me holding onto a bar for support just in case the same thing happen again.

Well, the same incident did not repeat itself of course when I have support =) BUt, something worst took place.
ruimin: wah Im very thirsty.
me: ooh you thirtsy ah? hey dylis I wanna drink water. LOls [reaching into my sling bag for my wtarebottle]
dylis: *laugh laugh laugh*
ruimin: *what-the-hell expression*
me: drinking water, tempting ruimin.

Hmm let me think. What do you call that, the thing that you pull up to drink water? okies I pulled up that to drink. But I wasn't satisfied. The childish me wanted to tempt her more so I opened the top and it was quite a big opening. I did not think too much eg. if I will spil it. I continued drinking. AND THIS TIME. The train suddenly stopped and because I was drinking water so I was not holding onto any support at that time. Once again, I lost control and this time, it was not as innocent and simple as before when I only stepped on the guy's foot. Make a guess, but its quite obvious. Yupps I spilt some water on the girls lap! She was wearing mini skirt at that time. But I dare to swear that both incidents were not intentional. IM REALLY SORRY TO THAT COUPLE ON THAT TRAIN. dui bu qi =X My dear dylis and ruimin felt super embarrassed. Though they are not the culprit, I think they felt more embarrassed than me for they were with me. LOLS! right girls? =) We then began to panick for tissue and ck handed us his SOFT tissue. hhahahas! I took it immediately and gave afew to the girl, apologising all the way. However they said it was okie. I was really glad they were not angry. I guess this is what they call retribution. One moment I was trying to bully ruimin, the next moment I got a taste of my own medicine. And I admit it really taste awful, especially when it included people who were innocent and not involved, like in the case, the loving couple. Once again, I want to say sorry to the couple. The three embarrassed girls then fasten our pace away for we can't stay there any longer. It was too too malu and xiasuay!!
dylis and ruimin: we don't know you we don't know you hahahahahas.
ck felt irritated too. lols.

We walked a short distance away and dylis said I was lucky they did not get angry and try to start anything. *phew* When we were about to alight, I decided to head towards the couple again. I think they were kind of afraid to see me coming again? I apologised one last time to them and told them I was going to alight. Bid farewell to them =)) They seemed nice and friendly though hhehs.

This is my most embarrassed event that I have experienced in my forteen years eight months life.

We continued chatting and concluded that almost every opera member has experienced something embarrassing. For instance, cynthia banging into a big glass door cause she did not see it? dylis playing soccer? me in the train? lols. All beautiful memories behind each story.

to my dear ruimin, this part is specially for you. don't be too happy cause YOUR TURN WILL COME x)) hehees.

We then reached the interchange and decided to take bus 40something. I have forgotten the bus service again. However, we were very unfortunate. That particular bus service will only be operating on saturdays, sunday and public holidays. =(( Hence we decided to take a cab to east coast. Yupps the taxi fare costed $5.40 and ck paid for it. haha thnx dii! Will return you. We found the place and called someone for the address. He said 'F' but it sounded so much like 'S'. Well so we four went to S to find that chalet. LOLs and we discovered that it was a wrong place for in that particular unit were people we did not know. We called again to check. yes and this time we got it right. Its F instead of S. haha we all agreed that he just got a cute way of pronuncing.

YAYES we found the place at last. But it was quite empty. Only rachael and ah mao inside. ben cynthia and zhiyuan went out for awhile. Everyone tried to contact him but he was nowhere to be found. All worried and anxious faces. And it was only then when we realised today is wenbin's birthday. I don't really know him and today was the first time I talked to him. I think ruimin also. We went to the room upstairs to chat and took photos together, while rachael and ah mao went coffee bean to buy birthday cake =DD
When they returned with the yummy looking cake, we sang birthday song and wenbin made his wish. hehs. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENBIN! =))

He was still nowhere to be found by then and he did not answer everyone's phonecalls. We then started bbqing and cynthia they all came back. yayes. AND HE FINALLY CAME BACK. apologised and explained everything. =)) However the bbq only consist of 12 ppl. 6 girls and 6 guys. Though its quite a small number for a bbq, all of us had alot of fun together. He gave us each a xmas prezzie. Its no ordinary presents. hehs. Its nice presents with beautiful memories behind each one. He said he spent a long time choosing every single person's present. so touched hha. He told us alot of things and it was really meaningful.

Anyway we had a hard time setting up the fire and rachael is really good at setting up fires!! lols. dylis look like an old lady fanning the fire x) its been a great fun time with you guys. Im so glad i joined opera and got to know this group of fun people. This chalet rocks. Reached home at 12.45am. Hmm don't think I wanna say the last part erm the sad part haha. I just cried till my eyes were swollen cried till 3 am plus even when pigg called me. I did not tell him what happen. maybe should not let him worry. lesser people know beta =) this one only dylis ruimin me and three other people know. Lets not spoil everyone's mood =))

lastly I love xm opera troup. I love rachael ruimin dylis cynthia zhiyuan ben ah mao ck jian wei khoonliang wenbin and gorilla. you guys rocks my life. I LOVE CYNTHIA CHALET! xP

2005-12-03T06:51:00.000-08:00

HELLO. btw, valerie jie! i blogged heheees.
I had a nice nice date yesterday with my JOCASTA MEI x))
that was our first date, and i think we're gonna have our second one soon with the donno wat dog show. LOLS! Let me start off my day. I woke up at 8.30am and thought that choir was from 9.30 to 11.30. Obviously one will take their own sweet time to school right! Yesh. So i went to school at a really slow pace and even walked one round in e canteen before going up to choir room cos i thought i was early. It was only 9.15 by then. But actually it was supposed to start at 8.45! okie nvm. What im trying to say here is i got my cca timings all messed up argh. blah then i gotta pay $9.50 for being late for 19minutes. one minute 50cents!! Hell im broke =X
Somewhere in between our practice JOANNE they all came!! YAYES =D Im missing my seniors alot! Im soo jealous. They have finished their Os and wont have to go back to school. Now all like so relaxed!! Unlike me, not even one fifth of my homework is done. anw after choir practice, MY FAVOURITE SENIOR [guess who] gave me a lollipop hahha. THANKS JOANNE x)) After that we went for running and choir practice was over. lols.
YUPPX yap denise and i went hg mall straightaway. They were supposed to meet xinyi and yuying but accompanied me when i was waiting for jocasta meimei. hee thnx!! Suddenly yap pointed out and said, 'shawn leh' denise and i turned back and saw him. hahs yesh there he was with his friends in kfc =) I then called jocasta's phone without realising it was actually her mum's handphone. kinda scary!
mei's mum: ni shi shui? ni zao jocasta for what? ni gen wo jiang. ni jiang ni jiang. [who are you? why are you looking for jocasta? tell me tell me.]
me: *totally freaked out* errh..wo shi wanling. ermm wo jin tian gen ta chu qu. *OMG! [errh im wanling. errm im supposed to go out with her today.]
mei's mum: mei you mei you qu ler. ta bu lai ler bu ke yi. [ nono no longer going. she wont be coming nono.]
me: orh hao hao bye bye.
i was so so disappointed!! We were actually waiting outside kfc but decided to leave since i wasnt going anywhere at that time. We went foodcourt and suddenly my phone vibrated. It was a private number and..JOCASTA! hahas she apologised all the way and said she might be late cos of traffic jam and not to mind her mum cos she told her brother that she was going out ler. I was so happy la. hehs. yuppx we met and went orchard to watch chicken little. On e way there we chatted bout lottas things =)) and were actually supposed to meet shawn and company cos they happened to watch the same show on that day. But both of us were too late. They waited and waited and ended up watching another show instead. so sorry!! =X we shopped and shopped and caught the 3.40 show. The show was kinda cute and funny lols. Then we took neoprints and also decided to buy something same to wear on our second date =)) We bought a leather wristband? something liddat. its nice! heehes. walked around for awhile then went home cos we cant stay too late. she needa rush to airport to fetch her jiefu and i needa go home on time cos i din tell my mum =X anw this is just a summary of our date haha im lazy to post much. looking forward to our second date x)

today.
I suddenly woke up at 6am plus to find myself in tears. Cant belief i actually cried in my sleep! A very very very rare chance to. Then i remembered that i had a dream but i forgot what i dreamt of. argh. Im gonna try hard to remember what exactly had i dreamt which caused me to cry. LOLs. Wiped off my tears and went back to sleep again. WEIRD HUH! hahs. that's me.

2005-11-24T00:48:00.000-08:00

argh. So that's it. After all, im going to study pure history in the next two years. Can you believe it? Nope i can't. Not even when the results were just starring straight in my face. 3b1.

Lalas. I've been failing history consistently during last year. Even when i actually put in effort to study for it and memorise a hell lot of the content, what i eventually got back was just another disappointing piece. I have been so so pissed off by my history results that i slept almost during every history lesson, and that i gave up studying for that subject. So right from last year, i made a promise to myself. I promised myself to never take up history as a core subject till the end of the world. I promised myself till the day i no longer hate history, till the day i no longer love art, till the day im no longer a camel, a cavewoman, a blackie, or a piggy, and just till the day im no longer me. haha. As for now, it is not the end of the world. I still hate history, i still love art, im still a camel, a cavewoman, a blackie, a piggy and most importantly, im still me. Everything is still the same. Yepp all except for one. Cos I AM TAKING HISTORY! It's hell. I made my own choice and i broke my own promise. Oh God i can't belief it. Someone please make me believe it. =X

They say a smile can hide everything. So this time, i choose to smile.

2005-11-19T23:02:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE``
toruimin-heyys im finally blogging so stop forcing me to blog ler =))
okies hmm today woke up at 1.30pm. but i was too lazy to get up so continued lying on my bed until 2pm then decided to wash up. LOLS! well right after my breakfast cum lunch, i was forced by my mum to tidy up my room. arghh` [ermm btw the last time i tidied my room was when i just moved into punggol in jan05 =X] heh. i started off by throwing all my sec two's worksheets. yuppx i admit im not a good girl cos i din save e trees. bleahs. anw think im giving away my textbooks to my ex-neighbour. ohyea and i was so happy throwing away everything that i began to pour everything outta my drawers and shelves. so now my room is in a big mess. and i mean it. A BIG BIG MESS!! my bed, my table and e floor's all occupied by stuffs. argh jiu ming ah e moment i saw e state of my room, i gave up tidying. so here i am now slacking and blogging. lols someone help me i donno wat to do with e mess in my room. ><

yesterday. had e national sharing thing at hwa chong institution. their school is super nice!! =D this was the second time i went there hmm the first time was with xm chorale to attend some workshops. yuppx. when xm was presenting e you3 hua4 jiu4 shuo1 thing, the audience [teachers] seemed bored and uninterested. argh okie nvm. anw after dat all of us went bishan to watch the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!! x)) saw kelly derrick they all. ruimn dylis yisheng and i plus phoebe they all stayed there to watch the participates' performance for awhile before going off. and i've concluded one thing. i really admire those participants for their courage to stand up there, in front of a sea of unfamiliar faces, and having to sing solo. omg im never able to do dat. haha`

friday.
we had choir practice from 9 to 1130am. right after choir was the inter-cca shooting thing. was on e verge of freaking out cos i tot i was going to xia suay myself. well erm i know NOTHINg bout shooting. haha. anw choir sent out two teams. girls team-xinyi yapning zizhao me and errh i think i forgot whose the other participant ler =X boys team-brandon jianyong sherman and two other people whom i forgot too. omg im really sorry! i've got bad memory pardon me please =) we went to e shooting range abit too early so we waited outside. i din wanna go inside but yapning pulled me in. LOLS. we five girls sat down to wait for our turn while yuting jasmine they all gave us a briefing dat we will each have 5 practise tries and 5 actual shots. total time 20 minutes. so the boys went up first and i watched how brandon did. he made me super nervous cos his hand was like kinda unstable and shaking. haha i knew i was gonna xia suay ler. after dat was the girls turn hmm the 2e3 xinyi coached me. i finally had a feel of the ermm i donno wats dat call. the thing shooters use to shoot. hmm is it air rifle? lols nvm. then when i tried to hold it after she told me how to, i accidentally pulled the trigger. ohgosh jiu ming ah i dam stupid la. xinyi was like errh oh no....nvm i help u get another bullet. hehs`phew. ohyea before dat shawn came to say smth. then i was like thinking ohno wish me luck then. okie i admit im bad =) xinyi came back and she taught me how to put e bullet in and stuff. i tried to hold e air rifle and fire? it was quite heavy. yuppx she told me to aim at a black circle but i couldnt find any black circle! hahas then i realised it was becos i held the rifle too low dats why i cant see it. dorts huh? hmm after a few tries xinyi disappeared and shawn came. he was supposed to coach xinyi but i think xinyi finished hers ler so he came to coach me. yepp he taught me how to stand and said i must use my clenched fist to support the rifle. ohyea the elbow also needa rest on e waist. he demonstrated for awhile and i watched. then it was my turn to try. just now xinyi coached me de was for the practise session then now shawn this one is e actual thing. and guess wat!? i accidentally pulled e trigger again! sommore its for the actual thing! argh haha. think im making my coachers vomit blood. LOLS! he was like omg! dats a zero ler nehs. =X sobs. hmm luckily i din repeat my mistake again for the next four shots. but all four were equally bad. lols i cant even hold the rifle stably =/ then he said i scored 17 over 50. bleahs i failed! but it was really fun erm though i xia suayed myself hahs. went outside to check everyone's scores. heh choir girls and boys hen2 you3 mo4 qi4 leh! both teams gt 59 over 250. LOLS. xm chorale rocks! we did choir proud. like real! =X ohyea i was told dat our girls team got 3rd. cos theres only 4 girls team hahaha! oops. well then we waited for the prize presentation and stuff. yuppx we got a bronze medal =D i've enjoyed xia suay-ing myself. lols but to say the truth, its really not a bad experience just like how miss quek said, donno how to shoot then just go there to play and try out. gee` ohyesh thnx yap for assuring me its okie to xiasuay and made me joined this event and thnx coachers and the shooters! =))
after this shooting thing i wanted to go home to bath and sleep before going for the class bbq at ruimin's house. was walking to the bubbletea shop with denise xinyi yapning mingting and company when i saw aveline and company. they were heading to ruimins house ler and asked me to go along. but i dint want to go so early haha. so they tried to pull me across the road and of cos i started screaming and tried to escape. lalalas i won! heh yuppx we went different ways. i went home, bathed and slept till 4.30pm. left house at 5pm with my sista. she gonna buy things for her sri lanka trip next week. erm i donno if i was daydreaming in the bus cos i missed my stop to rumins house. LOLS ended up walking back. sians it was still drizzling lah. hmm when i reached her house, realised alot people were already there. hahs they started bbq-ing while ruimin bel ave ger and i tried to 'poke' the chicken wings with satay sticks. YUCKKS ee yer. the chicken wings are like dam cold and soft lah. hehs it was my first time doing this. =X btw ger and i din wash our hands before dat LOLS sorry everyone if ur've got stomachache after eating e chicken wings. x) anw it was kinda fun. left her house at 11pm plus yuppx

okies. now my room is still in a big mess. HELPPP`

2005-11-09T20:08:00.000-08:00

wheee` ad ruimins house now and we just finished baking cookies! LOLS. guess we're too bored ler hehs. and she's torturing me!!! =X hmm we shall start homework later =D promise! ` okie she's tempting me with her breakfast. BOO HER! byees have a nice day everyone x)

ok. im forced by *SOMEONE RIGHT BESIDE ME NOW* to write bout my camp. argh` okies.
DAY ONE! my grp was called AYE and our cheer was ' aye stop calling us!' LOLS. we started off with e ice breakers. then we had choir practise and learnt e aladdin songs. its nice =D after dat we had telematch. hmm i enjoyed e water bombs most!!! yepps shall talk bout e rest some other day hees. [me]

blah blah blah wanling doesnt know what to write anymore =) so she shall stop here ahaha...we have to go check out our cookies le!!! [ruimin]

2005-11-09T04:50:00.000-08:00

i wanna go on friday!!!

argh. my mum don allow me to go on friday cos she said i'll have sunburn! =((

i begged but to no avail.

sa migrating on sunday ler omg i donno how much im gonna miss her. friends for 4 years ler been through ups and downs together. really love her!! x)

ohk. im gonna beg my mum again later wihs me lucks. =)

ohyea i wont forget.

happy birthday benliew!! =D

ermm thnx for everything. esp for being denise phoebe yapning and my *security guard* during e choir camp when we were ermm bathing in e boy's toilet. LOLS

2005-11-05T21:19:00.000-08:00

WHIEEX! im back from camp.

shall talk more bout it again cos i wanna sleep. lols

sweet dreams everyone`

2005-11-03T11:30:00.000-08:00

IM GOING DATING WITH RUIMIN LATER!!! x)

ytd went school with shirleen to do e mural thing. ahhs we were very slack and nt serious about it. we took only 30 minutes to do LOLS. we then went to walk around e school and saw shawn ck jasmine they all in 1t1. hehs. then we saw VAL!! guess wat my blur jiejie came one hour earlier for guzheng for she got all her timings wrong. hahas hmm after dat we 3 went strolling in school and talked. oh yea thnx val jie for ur greentea`` =D

then shir and i went kovan to walk walk and took neoprints. shawn n ck actually supposed to join us de but in e end don have. HMPH! BOOx ur. hehs jk =) thus both of us went back to school and shawn n ck came to find us in e canteen. hmm we started talking and stuff but shawn left shortly after for shooting =( anws we continued talking then after awhile i went for choir camp treasure hunt meeting. lols BTW i had four packets of greentea and one packet of milo for lunch. =X im a shui2 tong3 piggy hahs. ohk hmm think i should be going ler take care everyone =)

btw i don always wanna take e initiative.

2005-10-31T06:52:00.000-08:00

YOSSIES
the past two days were quite busy cos needa refresh my memory for e magic lantern performance ytd at singapore expo. it was all rehearsals rehearsals and rehearsals. but i found out dat i love our opera troop more and more x) all e hardwork is worth it` even for dat crappy performance ytd =X but ytd's performance which was supposed to end at around 10 ended at 11pm cos ours were delayed! argh.

anws today woke up ad 10 plus 11am. then quickly go school meet ruimin cynthia and ck at e coffee shop. saw shawn kheeern and one other guy whom i donno eating. hmms said hie and stuff then waited for ruimin to go school hand up forms with me. after dat actually supposed to go bbcourt find them but cynthia suggested to go bowling hahs. so went off to kovan superbowl with ruimin cynthia zhiyuan jamie ck and jianwei. we played for one game then thought of where to go and thus decided to go orchard watch movie =D=D but zy and jamie went home but dylis joined us!! yayees. in e end only cynth ruimin dylis n i went hahs. ohyea kl joined us too. hmm we watched flight plan and then im broked. =(( dats why i said i needa work LOLS! we bought e 5.15pm show then before dat went strolling around and tried calling haining laoshi with dylis's prepaid card. hahs we spent quite a long time trying to get through cos gt problems. however when we finally got through his mum said he's not around. haish! rm cynth n i bought nachos and dylis n kl bought pop corns before e movies. and guess wat! i was just telling dylis dat i'll smack whoever who knocks into me and then at e very next moment dylis knocked into me!! erm i wasnt sure if it was me who knocked into her or the other way round but it was really a jinx moment. LOLS of cos e nachos spilled and around half was left =X quite embarrassing so quickly go into e cinemas. hees dat show was not really bad just ohk lah. BTW! CYNTH XIASUAY HERSELF IN BETWEEN E SHOW!! HAHS. her phone rang loh and it was very quiet before dat then suddenly a loud ringing came from two seats away from me. ohh dorts so malu! we all donno her hahas. x) jk. and on e way home when we walked to dhoby ghaut dat blur queen cynth knocked into e door which rm was opening loh OMGosh!! hehs then went home shortly at 7 plus. yuppx dats my day oh yea fell asleep on e sofa went i gt home. lols have a nice week ahead everyone =)

2005-10-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

everything's coming to an end
our two years of happiness, sorrows, ups and downs
i simply love two e four
cant bear to part with my great great friends
yepp each and every one of u make a difference x)

submitted my letter for opting for art during recess. was still hesitate bout it ad e very last moment cos afraid cant cope then halfway needa drop. =X
ohyea stop telling me to follow my heart` im a bad decision maker lahs.

anws was really really tired today. donno wat was wrong with me.
even during choir. father came to visit us from perth YAYEES x)
but i felt dam guilty cos i was practically falling asleep! aww so sorry but i tried very hard to keep awake ler =( mrs yeap and mr yong saw loh! LOLS then mr yong laughed at me dorts.
mrs yeap was like trying to mouth some words to me but i too tired plus nv wear specs so couldnt make out wat she was trying to say. hahs` dorts. phoebe said she think mrs yeap asking me if i was tired or smth? heh. ohk go find my phone ler it has gone missing for e whole day! hees good nite everyone x)

2005-10-27T04:17:00.000-07:00

i lost my voice. =((
ytd had choir and was still alright. but this morning my voice got so worst dat i even had problems talking clearly lols. yepp i was being laughed at for e entire day cos if i start talking, i'll sound horrible and they'll ask me to shuddup! hahs. poor me =X perhaps tmr choir dat time my voice will get better hehs.

my parents only allow me to go for e bbq, which means i cant stay over ad e chalet =((
anws i'va decided to take up art as an extra subject next year hehs so excited.

2005-10-25T07:22:00.000-07:00

went to chinatown heritage gallery today. hmms find it quite fun though abit boring. nope i HAVE TO find it fun cos im gonna be a history student for e next two years =(( heh someone told me i looked dam bored cos i keep on yawning. lols` after dat gt 20 minutes freetime so we walked around chinatown and made a fool of ourselves ESPECIALLY ruimin! keep singing a stupid song zzz. ger n i went crazy cos ermm we tot of smth dirty =X kept luffing..den we went mac and headed back to school. lols dorts?

we were informed there was no hmt lesson today!! yayees` so went strolling outside school with yuting. and i've concluded smth. YT IS BADD!! she kept on teasing me =(( went home at two plus when she went for her meeting. then it started to rain and got heavier. by e time i reached my busstop e rain din get any lighter. hahs no umbrella so no choice have to run home. uhh of cos i got very very drenched from head to toe and my shoe was soaked! DORTS. never got so drenched before =D heh felt cold as well. anw i love e rain x)

pluss im high today =D

2005-10-24T00:11:00.000-07:00

okkies.
im gonna forget dat promise
this e last time im thinking of u
then i'll forget u
cos im tired--
will live happily from tmr =))
trust me xD

lols got a taste of my own medicine today.
awwful! mei lian jian ren ler
sorry everyone whom i've offended in e past =X
really sorry hahs
btw i told a lie today.
and its to my best friends.
sorry again!
no mood to do anything
but don worry i'll recover tmr =))
for sure.
i've made my choice hmmms 3B1 3A1 3A3.
yayees most likely same class as bel heh.
omg im looking forward to 31st october!!
miss party of ten sooo muchh``
=D=D=D

2005-10-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

received all my results ytd
quite satisfied =)
given off my best ler
but
english dam weak. cant help it
haish
shawnn!
don be disheartened ohk
jiayou for e retest
piggy will support u till e end!
gogogoo =D=D=D

today went pizza hut with denmark ppl and tang x)
ate quite alort lols
went to library with them to write the cards for mrs low and miss tee
after dat went plaza sing to window shop with ruimin cynth dylis
saw all the nice things but no money to buy =((
had icecream there and i shared with dylis
ruimin shared with cynth
HMMMMsss and then..
we went crazy loh!
cos dylis and i 'fighted' over e spoon
i tried pulling e spoon outta her mouth
so there was a spoon and saliva fight hahs
yepp i won! x)
luffed like shit.
yepp we dam childish heh
and i admit im lame lols
went home shortly cos cynth needa go out

BTW! I GOT A TWIN MEIMEIx!!
JOCASTAAA* yayees
lurffe you lorts =pPpp

still abit down today =((
things changed lorts since my return from denmark
drifted
hope tmr would be better =)

imu

2005-10-16T18:30:00.000-07:00

phew.finally finish creating this blog.yayees!
DENMARK SIMPLY RAWKX! this goes e same for ruimin dylis cynthia benjamin jianwei khoonliang cunkuang mrtang haining laoshi zhuang cai laoshi n doc chua ^^ woohoos they rawkx.ruimin n cynth were so obsessed with haining laoshi but its true dat he's nice.heh.too bad he's leaving on tuesday. hope my mum would allow me to send him off =(( btw i hate taotao loads.yepp i hate him this much [from singapore all e way to denmark]- his dirty hands were always touching e gurls lorh.how pervertic can he get.really wonder where his conscience is. *yong3 bie2 le4* to tx2. jianwei is this familiar? hahs.oh yea e weather there is real kewl! bout 11 to 18 degree celcius.hmmm not too cold not too hot.just nice ^^ e workshops were fun as well, especially the dadunk ones! nevertheless singapore's workshop was nt bad though only eight people turned up.everyone had done their best in helping out =)) as for e performances, dey were great` but i fell asleep for quite a few ones.so sorry for dat i din mean to =X was really tired.
ohk! SHOPPING WAS PURE ECSTASY!!dylis and i were dam excited bout shopping lols.we bought quite alot of things but mostly are prezzies for other people.i bought these;
long sleeve top with buttons-dad
brown blouse-mum and auntie
bracelet-grandma [oo i miss her]
kewl top [i lurrfe it man!]-sista
necklace [flamingo n butterfly]-cousins and sista
spoons with denmark flag on it [quite unique]-relatives
cuteee soft toy!!! [teddybear]-cuteee neighbour x)
cuteee pinkish pig [LOLs]-pigg *oink
chocolates n candies-my frens =)) yumMy
postcards with attractive places in denmark-my frens x))
white top with buttons [quite unique]-me ^^yayees
purple top-myself
army green erm one piece one donno wat its called-myself
[think it looks nice heh]
kie all these cost me arnd $568.ouchh xin tong.heex.oh yea i got the sales people to wrap up most of them n guess wat in e end my luggage was so full cos of the wrapped up prezzies dat i had to get another 'luggage' from cynth to fit them in lols.thnx cynthia!! anw im gonna miss denmark loads! hope i can go back there again.someday.yuppx! i'll be sure to return, denmark. =D
conclusion:
I LURRFE DENMARK X))